ABOUT THE WEBSITES:
Several individuals have made comments questioning why the websites I owned for all those years are still online and accepting new members. The answer is very simple, people: I sold them all more than a year ago. I’ve blogged about that in the past. After selling, Belinda and I continued producing the photo and video content for them. Since my departure from producing porn the new owner of the site has simply begun purchasing content from another producer.
I definitely should have managed what I made a little better. I am not a “saver”, that’s for sure. After all, anytime I needed more money I’d pick up the phone and call a model in for the day, lift a camera, and often times be paid by clients on the same day. In total, I made millions from the adult industry, yet managed to spend it all on a lifestyle few will ever experience. Let’s just say I lived very well. I’m 32 years old and always put off “investing” for another day. I knew it was rather reckless but felt I was young enough to “live” for a few more years before becoming financially responsible.
To be honest, I am rather happy that I don’t have to face the moral issue of deciding to keep the money made from porn. I’ll be starting over almost from scratch. I’ll be giving away the majority of my production equipment to Belinda. She has no intentions of ceasing production. I’m not pressuring her to quit, either. Trying to force me to quit never would have worked. The decision has to come from the heart. Belinda will be making a go of it alone and will definitely learn a lot from the experience. Will we someday be reunited as a couple? I don’t know. Time will tell. I’ll definitely educate her on what I believe, but I am not going to force anything on anyone. Not even the woman I’ve spent almost 6 years with.
I may start using adsense on this blog to generate extra income. If they ever choose to activate my account, that is.
I can’t express what a strength it is to receive your email comments and myspace messages. Keep sending them. And keep me in your prayers.