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Signed, Another Chico Girl – Yet Another Letter from a Former Model

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I too posed for you years ago… I was only 18 for a few days when I impulsively made the decision to work with you. Unfortunately, it had the opposite effect on my life that it did on “Chico Girls” (above). My pictures were distributed all around town, for free which I was told was impossible…. My life changed drastically. I lost many people who I thought were great friends of mine, put my family and loved ones through more than I would ever have imagined, disrespected my self and my body, became severely depressed and rarely left my house because I was so ashamed… the list goes on. I lost sleep for months and ever where I went I heard whispers… It was the most humiliating experience I have ever been through. It has been almost 6 years since I took my pictures and they still come back to haunt me every now and then. Although I do think I personally made a terrible decision to take these pictures, I do have to say that the experience has made me a stronger person. I used to be somewhat judgmental and now am the complete opposite. I have no negative feelings towards the porn industry and the people in it, nor do I think any less of those involved. I just know it’s not for me. I have now learned to focus on many positive things in my life and have finally been moving forward since this “learning experience”. I am happy for you Donny that you have found your love for God. I hope the future brings you much happiness. God Bless.

2 thoughts on “Signed, Another Chico Girl – Yet Another Letter from a Former Model

  1. I just re-read this email today. I went from happy go lucky to somber, instantly… because I remember a lot of detail about what she went through. As she said in her letter, she had just barely turned 18 when she worked for me. She’d always been very popular in High School, and was a very attractive girl. When her former classmates found out she’d posed they began circulating images of her like crazy. The results were devastating for her and her family.

    But porn’s harmless, right?

  2. I just re-read this email today. I went from happy go lucky to somber, instantly… because I remember a lot of detail about what she went through. As she said in her letter, she had just barely turned 18 when she worked for me. She’d always been very popular in High School, and was a very attractive girl. When her former classmates found out she’d posed they began circulating images of her like crazy. The results were devastating for her and her family.

    But porn’s harmless, right?

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