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Regarding the Porn Sites I Once Owned

I’ve had several people inquire why the sites I used to own still exist.Here’s one example:

“Donny, are you reformed or not? Why are your other domains still up? Are you still getting income from them? Even if you aren’t, it really undermines your credibility to have that stuff out there still. You’re still a pornographer even if you’re not producing new content.”

The answer is simple:

I sold all of my pay sites in November of 2005 (10 months before I surrendered my life to God). While I continued to produce content for the new owner as part of the purchase agreement, all porn production stopped when I surrendered my life to God. Those sites still remain online and the company that owns them has Belinda (my ex-fiancée) and another content provider shooting for them.

Open Your Eyes to the Realities of Pornography:

The most popular category on my website is the “Porn Stories” category, in which I share stories from the years I spent producing pornography. To have your eyes opened, click here and scroll through the articles in this category.

74 thoughts on “Regarding the Porn Sites I Once Owned

  1. I think you rock! Although you owe no explanations… its always awesome to “keep an account”.
    Your testimony is amazing and anyone who knows the Lord can take one look at you, one listen to your spirit and know YOU ARE REDEEMED!

    YAY!!

  2. I think you rock! Although you owe no explanations… its always awesome to “keep an account”.
    Your testimony is amazing and anyone who knows the Lord can take one look at you, one listen to your spirit and know YOU ARE REDEEMED!

    YAY!!

  3. helloo, i visited but will read more later…:-)

    J

  4. helloo, i visited but will read more later…:-)

    J

  5. Dear Brother,
    Unfortunately, people do rush to judgement before knowing everything. They shouldn’t have to know if they see that God is working on you, and sometimes the process is slow or contractually binding. But thank God, that nonetheless, it is instead how you describe. God makes a way where there is no way, sometimes even in ways we may not have planned, such as positioning you in such a way that you could walk away from it with out the strings attached that would have bound you there longer than what you would have wanted especially when He was planning to bring you in and wrap His arms around you in His love, grace and forgiveness. 10 months earlier at that.

    God is good and excellent. The same is true of what He does in our lives.

    Praise God and to God be the glory.

    God bless you.

  6. Dear Brother,
    Unfortunately, people do rush to judgement before knowing everything. They shouldn’t have to know if they see that God is working on you, and sometimes the process is slow or contractually binding. But thank God, that nonetheless, it is instead how you describe. God makes a way where there is no way, sometimes even in ways we may not have planned, such as positioning you in such a way that you could walk away from it with out the strings attached that would have bound you there longer than what you would have wanted especially when He was planning to bring you in and wrap His arms around you in His love, grace and forgiveness. 10 months earlier at that.

    God is good and excellent. The same is true of what He does in our lives.

    Praise God and to God be the glory.

    God bless you.

  7. It’s always touching to see one who found the lord. I’m glad your out of the business.

    Remember this, we all have a past, that’s something we can’t change. But it’s the now and the future that counts, and our actions during these times are what will amount to something.

    You are a very interesting person, and I’m sure it will only work in your advantage.

    Liason

  8. It’s always touching to see one who found the lord. I’m glad your out of the business.

    Remember this, we all have a past, that’s something we can’t change. But it’s the now and the future that counts, and our actions during these times are what will amount to something.

    You are a very interesting person, and I’m sure it will only work in your advantage.

    Liason

  9. Donny,
    Thanks for your testimony. I also suffer/suffered with the pull of pornography in my life, even after giving my heart to Jesus. Now, I am in the process of healing my heart to the point where I am completely free of the pull that only this “drug” produces(6 years after giving my life to God). God bless you and may He continue to work through you to set people truly free from pornography.

  10. Donny,
    Thanks for your testimony. I also suffer/suffered with the pull of pornography in my life, even after giving my heart to Jesus. Now, I am in the process of healing my heart to the point where I am completely free of the pull that only this “drug” produces(6 years after giving my life to God). God bless you and may He continue to work through you to set people truly free from pornography.

  11. Hey, i got into your page dont know how, but i have a question or some. You changed your life to the positive and stoped producing adult videos.(if i got that correct). Me it’s almost the otherway around. I been free lancing as a camera oporator for 5 years and i seem not to get a breakthru because i would like to stay independent. I have also been volunteering at a church for 4 years as a camera oporator and 2 as a director. I love it but would like to make money and own a production company, i have been contemplaiting to start a adult video production. Dont know what to think. at leats i would make some good income.
    Sorry for my englsih… speak to many other languages
    Rey

  12. Hey, i got into your page dont know how, but i have a question or some. You changed your life to the positive and stoped producing adult videos.(if i got that correct). Me it’s almost the otherway around. I been free lancing as a camera oporator for 5 years and i seem not to get a breakthru because i would like to stay independent. I have also been volunteering at a church for 4 years as a camera oporator and 2 as a director. I love it but would like to make money and own a production company, i have been contemplaiting to start a adult video production. Dont know what to think. at leats i would make some good income.
    Sorry for my englsih… speak to many other languages
    Rey

  13. I see now what porn does to the women it involves. I never wanted that. This is my first real step to recovery. Thank you.

  14. I see now what porn does to the women it involves. I never wanted that. This is my first real step to recovery. Thank you.

  15. I don’t understand you. You either like something or you don’t. I won’t judge you either way though, but don’t focus all your energies on something you have obviously given up.

    The truth is, there is nothing wrong with sex, porn, nudies etc. Just people who judge others – hence trying to ruin those lives.

    My advise would be focus on your own self and forget what others do should it not interest you. Providing of course nothing injurious is being done to the person and common sense implemented.

    Everything is given to you here on earth & this life to enjoy. Should you not enjoy it anymore, move on. But for god’s sake don’t shove your beliefs down other people’s throats.

    I like apples, you like oranges. We can’t all eat oranges because you now prefer them.

    Censorship (not that i’m accusing you of it) is equivalent to the saying “where they burn books, they will eventually burn humans”. And Hitler was guilty of that.

    Life’s pleasures are here for all to enjoy whichever way they choose. For this is the will of God. If it wasn’t, don’t you think god would of had it in his power to take it away or never give it in the first place?

    The human spirit is here to experience itself. For how can it know good if it does not know bad? For how can it know right if it does not know the wrong. For as long as you judge you will never be complete or enlightened.

    What’s true about yourself is the highest feeling you have about something. Hidden in your deepest feelings is your highest truth. And that feeling is God talking. For God expresses himself to us through feelings. Do not ever deny them.

    Wise up.

    – Messenger of God – for we are all one.

    • Actually, it was the eating of apples that got us to this point in the first place. Ok, so maybe not apples, exactly. But somehow, at 4:30 a.m. that seems a somewhat clever response to such a sad and empty post. Where does one begin in a refute to such nonsense, when the idiocy is found in almost every line. Too tiresome…think I’ll just pray for the sorry fellow instead.

  16. I don’t understand you. You either like something or you don’t. I won’t judge you either way though, but don’t focus all your energies on something you have obviously given up.

    The truth is, there is nothing wrong with sex, porn, nudies etc. Just people who judge others – hence trying to ruin those lives.

    My advise would be focus on your own self and forget what others do should it not interest you. Providing of course nothing injurious is being done to the person and common sense implemented.

    Everything is given to you here on earth & this life to enjoy. Should you not enjoy it anymore, move on. But for god’s sake don’t shove your beliefs down other people’s throats.

    I like apples, you like oranges. We can’t all eat oranges because you now prefer them.

    Censorship (not that i’m accusing you of it) is equivalent to the saying “where they burn books, they will eventually burn humans”. And Hitler was guilty of that.

    Life’s pleasures are here for all to enjoy whichever way they choose. For this is the will of God. If it wasn’t, don’t you think god would of had it in his power to take it away or never give it in the first place?

    The human spirit is here to experience itself. For how can it know good if it does not know bad? For how can it know right if it does not know the wrong. For as long as you judge you will never be complete or enlightened.

    What’s true about yourself is the highest feeling you have about something. Hidden in your deepest feelings is your highest truth. And that feeling is God talking. For God expresses himself to us through feelings. Do not ever deny them.

    Wise up.

    – Messenger of God – for we are all one.

    • Actually, it was the eating of apples that got us to this point in the first place. Ok, so maybe not apples, exactly. But somehow, at 4:30 a.m. that seems a somewhat clever response to such a sad and empty post. Where does one begin in a refute to such nonsense, when the idiocy is found in almost every line. Too tiresome…think I’ll just pray for the sorry fellow instead.

  17. Donny,

    You’re doing great things. Looking forward to spending more time with you and hearing all the good things the Lord is doing in your life.

    Be blessed

  18. Donny,

    You’re doing great things. Looking forward to spending more time with you and hearing all the good things the Lord is doing in your life.

    Be blessed

  19. Messenger of Who…..

    That which gives you pleasure, whatever it might be, has consequences, some of which affect others adversely as well as yourself. “Feelings” cannot accurately direct you….I may not feel like paying my bills, or I may feel that your car is rightfully mine….you find your god in pleasure and experience………it sounds like your god is your appetite. This god cannot help you, my friend. You need the real thing. Jesus is His name. He wants to heal your pain and set you free from those things that bind you. When you realize you need healing and freedom…..He isn’t judging you in the way you imagine. These guys here are not judging you. Porn hurts people….a lot of people. The pleasure is fleeting….the slavery quickly follows. The shame, the guilt, and exploitation….the addictive nature…. Exposing the truth about this is a service….they cannot help but tell the truth because they have been delivered from the darkness. Praise God…He delivers. This is not the judgment, my friend, this is a warning. Jesus has the keys…..he has the answer. Sadie.

  20. Messenger of Who…..

    That which gives you pleasure, whatever it might be, has consequences, some of which affect others adversely as well as yourself. “Feelings” cannot accurately direct you….I may not feel like paying my bills, or I may feel that your car is rightfully mine….you find your god in pleasure and experience………it sounds like your god is your appetite. This god cannot help you, my friend. You need the real thing. Jesus is His name. He wants to heal your pain and set you free from those things that bind you. When you realize you need healing and freedom…..He isn’t judging you in the way you imagine. These guys here are not judging you. Porn hurts people….a lot of people. The pleasure is fleeting….the slavery quickly follows. The shame, the guilt, and exploitation….the addictive nature…. Exposing the truth about this is a service….they cannot help but tell the truth because they have been delivered from the darkness. Praise God…He delivers. This is not the judgment, my friend, this is a warning. Jesus has the keys…..he has the answer. Sadie.

  21. to donna.d

    please refer to the line “Providing of course nothing injurious is being done to the person and common sense implemented.”

    pay attention. pay very close attention. forget being a parrot. I can buy those at the corner store.

    – Messenger of God – for we are all one.

  22. to donna.d

    please refer to the line “Providing of course nothing injurious is being done to the person and common sense implemented.”

    pay attention. pay very close attention. forget being a parrot. I can buy those at the corner store.

    – Messenger of God – for we are all one.

  23. BTW,

    Has anyone seen Zeitgeist – The Movie?

    I’m interested to get people’s feedback on this.

    Video link:
    http://joox.net/cat/2/id/1933550

    Let me know what you think.

    or you can even watch it free at the official site

    http://zeitgeistmovie.com/

  24. BTW,

    Has anyone seen Zeitgeist – The Movie?

    I’m interested to get people’s feedback on this.

    Video link:
    http://joox.net/cat/2/id/1933550

    Let me know what you think.

    or you can even watch it free at the official site

    http://zeitgeistmovie.com/

  25. hey mr “messenger of God”

    it’s weird, I always thought the bible was the message of God, and Jesus WAS God in the flesh…. because he said things like “who so ever even LOOKS at a woman with lust commits adultery in his hear” and “if your right hand causes you to sin cut it off”

    and hey Donny, it does kinda look wrong that you sold your websites, but if it was 10 months before being saved i understand… you were in the world, I’m sure you wish you had been able to destroy them.

  26. hey mr “messenger of God”

    it’s weird, I always thought the bible was the message of God, and Jesus WAS God in the flesh…. because he said things like “who so ever even LOOKS at a woman with lust commits adultery in his hear” and “if your right hand causes you to sin cut it off”

    and hey Donny, it does kinda look wrong that you sold your websites, but if it was 10 months before being saved i understand… you were in the world, I’m sure you wish you had been able to destroy them.

  27. Brandon,

    1. I’d like a reference as to where I’ve proclaimed to be a Messenger of God.

    2. The sites were sold because the work we were doing for Playboy and our other clients was taking up so much of our time that I chose to sell the sites and focus exclusively on producing content. At that time I had no idea I’d be surrendering my life to God 10 months later.

    Any more comments or questions you’d like addressed?

  28. Brandon,

    1. I’d like a reference as to where I’ve proclaimed to be a Messenger of God.

    2. The sites were sold because the work we were doing for Playboy and our other clients was taking up so much of our time that I chose to sell the sites and focus exclusively on producing content. At that time I had no idea I’d be surrendering my life to God 10 months later.

    Any more comments or questions you’d like addressed?

  29. sorry donny, i meant to reply to “concerned” up there calling himself the messenger of God saying theres nothing wrong with “nudies, porn, etc”

    Sorry, not directed at you, but that statement was bunk…

    From what I can see you have repented, and praise God, I’m happy for you, and pray you will never cease.

  30. sorry donny, i meant to reply to “concerned” up there calling himself the messenger of God saying theres nothing wrong with “nudies, porn, etc”

    Sorry, not directed at you, but that statement was bunk…

    From what I can see you have repented, and praise God, I’m happy for you, and pray you will never cease.

  31. It must be terrible for you. I think that my struggles are serious but your coming straight out of the industry and your fiancee stayed behind. I can’t imagine how that must feel.

    God bless you, keep up the great work and I hope to see a book out of you too some day 😀

  32. It must be terrible for you. I think that my struggles are serious but your coming straight out of the industry and your fiancee stayed behind. I can’t imagine how that must feel.

    God bless you, keep up the great work and I hope to see a book out of you too some day 😀

  33. Glad to see that God has turn your life around, I have struggled with porn since I was first exposed to it when I was 13 and I am 30 now. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of it and have tried different things to be rid of it. I know its my eternal struggle while here on Earth but I also know there is grace in this.

    I have seen Zeitgeist, a lot of conspiracy in it. I dont agree with its idea that christianity is based on Astrology even though some things may seem related its not. I think God chose to allow people to read into it whatever they want to cause their hearts are blind to the truth. The monetary system part is interesting and the 9/11 conspiracy is interesting but I dont believe it to be true either.

  34. Glad to see that God has turn your life around, I have struggled with porn since I was first exposed to it when I was 13 and I am 30 now. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired of it and have tried different things to be rid of it. I know its my eternal struggle while here on Earth but I also know there is grace in this.

    I have seen Zeitgeist, a lot of conspiracy in it. I dont agree with its idea that christianity is based on Astrology even though some things may seem related its not. I think God chose to allow people to read into it whatever they want to cause their hearts are blind to the truth. The monetary system part is interesting and the 9/11 conspiracy is interesting but I dont believe it to be true either.

  35. I posed for you back in 2000. I never regretted it. You were amazingly kind and honest and patient (I was very shy). Posing for those pictures really opened me up and gave me confidence in my body that I never had before. It has affected my marriage in a very positive way. I never did anything like that again (because of the possible repercussions), but I just wanted to thank you for the kindness you showed me that night.

    I’m not surprised that you have given yourself to God – what you were doing did not seem to fit your personality. I think you made the right decision for yourself, but I still feel that couples need access to information on sex. Our society does not openly discuss the matter and it greatly affects the satisfaction in a marriage. I agree that pornography is not the answer – I believe open communication and healthy exploration is.

    Does the church support the teaching of sexual technique? And if so, where would a good Christian find this information? Just telling people not to look at porn will not make the demand for it go away – you need to give them healthy alternatives.

    Sex is a gift from God and should be enjoyed with a loving heart. We should raise our children with this attitude from the start and talk openly about the subject instead of making sex seem dirty and wrong. Porn wouldn’t seem that appealing if the subject wasn’t so forbidden.

    Just my thoughts on the subject…

  36. I posed for you back in 2000. I never regretted it. You were amazingly kind and honest and patient (I was very shy). Posing for those pictures really opened me up and gave me confidence in my body that I never had before. It has affected my marriage in a very positive way. I never did anything like that again (because of the possible repercussions), but I just wanted to thank you for the kindness you showed me that night.

    I’m not surprised that you have given yourself to God – what you were doing did not seem to fit your personality. I think you made the right decision for yourself, but I still feel that couples need access to information on sex. Our society does not openly discuss the matter and it greatly affects the satisfaction in a marriage. I agree that pornography is not the answer – I believe open communication and healthy exploration is.

    Does the church support the teaching of sexual technique? And if so, where would a good Christian find this information? Just telling people not to look at porn will not make the demand for it go away – you need to give them healthy alternatives.

    Sex is a gift from God and should be enjoyed with a loving heart. We should raise our children with this attitude from the start and talk openly about the subject instead of making sex seem dirty and wrong. Porn wouldn’t seem that appealing if the subject wasn’t so forbidden.

    Just my thoughts on the subject…

  37. “We should raise our children with this attitude from the start and talk openly about the subject instead of making sex seem dirty and wrong. Porn wouldn’t seem that appealing if the subject wasn’t so forbidden.”

    I concur!

  38. “We should raise our children with this attitude from the start and talk openly about the subject instead of making sex seem dirty and wrong. Porn wouldn’t seem that appealing if the subject wasn’t so forbidden.”

    I concur!

  39. Thanks for your testimony!

  40. Thanks for your testimony!

  41. I too posed for you years ago… I was only 18 for a few days when I impulsively made the decision to work with you. Unfortunately, it had the opposite effect on my life that it did on “Chico Girls” (above). My pictures were distributed all around town, for free which I was told was impossible…. My life changed drastically. I lost many people who I thought were great friends of mine, put my family and loved ones through more than I would ever have imagined, disrespected my self and my body, became severely depressed and rarely left my house because I was so ashamed… the list goes on. I lost sleep for months and ever where I went I heard whispers… It was the most humiliating experience I have ever been through. It has been almost 6 years since I took my pictures and they still come back to haunt me every now and then. Although I do think I personally made a terrible decision to take these pictures, I do have to say that the experience has made me a stronger person. I used to be somewhat judgmental and now am the complete opposite. I have no negative feelings towards the porn industry and the people in it, nor do I think any less of those involved. I just know it’s not for me. I have now learned to focus on many positive things in my life and have finally been moving forward since this “learning experience”. I am happy for you (Donny) that you have found your love for God. I hope the future brings you much happiness. God Bless.

  42. I too posed for you years ago… I was only 18 for a few days when I impulsively made the decision to work with you. Unfortunately, it had the opposite effect on my life that it did on “Chico Girls” (above). My pictures were distributed all around town, for free which I was told was impossible…. My life changed drastically. I lost many people who I thought were great friends of mine, put my family and loved ones through more than I would ever have imagined, disrespected my self and my body, became severely depressed and rarely left my house because I was so ashamed… the list goes on. I lost sleep for months and ever where I went I heard whispers… It was the most humiliating experience I have ever been through. It has been almost 6 years since I took my pictures and they still come back to haunt me every now and then. Although I do think I personally made a terrible decision to take these pictures, I do have to say that the experience has made me a stronger person. I used to be somewhat judgmental and now am the complete opposite. I have no negative feelings towards the porn industry and the people in it, nor do I think any less of those involved. I just know it’s not for me. I have now learned to focus on many positive things in my life and have finally been moving forward since this “learning experience”. I am happy for you (Donny) that you have found your love for God. I hope the future brings you much happiness. God Bless.

  43. Concerned,

    Many Christian thinkers have thought out the allegations of the zeitgeist movie at least insofar as it relates to their faith. Since you are interested some of their thoughts, check out these few websites.
    http://www.preventingtruthdecay.org/zeitgeistpartone.shtml

    http://www.xanga.com/JB_Fidei_Defensor/638110989/zeitgeist-rebuttal-speech.html

    http://benwitherington.blogspot.com/2007/12/zeitgeist-of-zeitgeist-movie.html

  44. Concerned,

    Many Christian thinkers have thought out the allegations of the zeitgeist movie at least insofar as it relates to their faith. Since you are interested some of their thoughts, check out these few websites.
    http://www.preventingtruthdecay.org/zeitgeistpartone.shtml

    http://www.xanga.com/JB_Fidei_Defensor/638110989/zeitgeist-rebuttal-speech.html

    http://benwitherington.blogspot.com/2007/12/zeitgeist-of-zeitgeist-movie.html

  45. Please everyone let’s remember that Jesus was forgiving of sin but not tolerant. in God’s eyes sin is sin. Jesus addressed all sins as forgiveable by him to those that believe. He also instructed new believers to repent, that means to turn from our wicked ways. I was addicted to porn. It’s a real addiction. In a world of free will I won’t attempt to condemn anyone. The Word says there is one sin unto death and that is the sin of unbelief. I can’t condemn anyone’s actions. the Bible does that, I’m just a messenger. He is a God of Love and he has given all a chance to be free. Freedom comes when you do it his way, bondage comes when you do it yours. Ask for forgiveness and turn from your wicked ways, and BE Saved!!!

  46. Please everyone let’s remember that Jesus was forgiving of sin but not tolerant. in God’s eyes sin is sin. Jesus addressed all sins as forgiveable by him to those that believe. He also instructed new believers to repent, that means to turn from our wicked ways. I was addicted to porn. It’s a real addiction. In a world of free will I won’t attempt to condemn anyone. The Word says there is one sin unto death and that is the sin of unbelief. I can’t condemn anyone’s actions. the Bible does that, I’m just a messenger. He is a God of Love and he has given all a chance to be free. Freedom comes when you do it his way, bondage comes when you do it yours. Ask for forgiveness and turn from your wicked ways, and BE Saved!!!

  47. I wonder what the numbers are…have people, in the name of Christianity or religion ruined more lives-killed more people, or have people who tried forced porn on others? Probably a pretty close tie, right?

    • correction:

      “or have people who tried to force porn on others? Probably a pretty close tie, right?”

      • When you’re talking about Christianity and murder, are you referring to the Crusades? If so, how many people were killed during those? Over a course of how many years?

        You’ll be surprised by the answer. It’s not even close to the “millions” most claim (it was actually in the “thousands” – unfortunate? Yes, of course). And it happened over the course of 350 years.

        Porn, on the other hand, assassinates a person on a very personal, spiritual level. It wreaks spiritual death on everyone who is involved with it – we’re talking millions upon millions of lives.

        • mm, if we’re gonna use “assassinate” metaphorically, then I was assassinated by Christianity too. That’s getting pretty grey. Just sayin. =)

  48. I wonder what the numbers are…have people, in the name of Christianity or religion ruined more lives-killed more people, or have people who tried forced porn on others? Probably a pretty close tie, right?

    • correction:

      “or have people who tried to force porn on others? Probably a pretty close tie, right?”

      • When you’re talking about Christianity and murder, are you referring to the Crusades? If so, how many people were killed during those? Over a course of how many years?

        You’ll be surprised by the answer. It’s not even close to the “millions” most claim (it was actually in the “thousands” – unfortunate? Yes, of course). And it happened over the course of 350 years.

        Porn, on the other hand, assassinates a person on a very personal, spiritual level. It wreaks spiritual death on everyone who is involved with it – we’re talking millions upon millions of lives.

        • mm, if we’re gonna use “assassinate” metaphorically, then I was assassinated by Christianity too. That’s getting pretty grey. Just sayin. =)

  49. Many pornstars who have come to God keep the URLs and put a faith message on them. Why did you sell them? Was that being part of the solution?

  50. Many pornstars who have come to God keep the URLs and put a faith message on them. Why did you sell them? Was that being part of the solution?

  51. James, I actually answered your question above. It says, “The answer is simple:
    I sold all of my pay sites in November of 2005 (10 months before I surrendered my life to God).”

    I sold the sites 10 months before I became a Christian.

  52. James, I actually answered your question above. It says, “The answer is simple:
    I sold all of my pay sites in November of 2005 (10 months before I surrendered my life to God).”

    I sold the sites 10 months before I became a Christian.

  53. So uh… what are the sites?

    you know… just… for research sakes.

  54. So uh… what are the sites?

    you know… just… for research sakes.

  55. To all who wish to condescend Donny Pauling in any way,
    Do remember, all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23), that means all of us, not just Donny.

    God Himself knows Donny would of got rid of those sites if he still had them at the time he surrendered to Christ Jesus.
    However, that wasn’t the case.

    How many of us wish they could change what they have done in the past? I know I do!

    I know you all have done at least ONE thing wrong that you wish you could change, however; you can’t

  56. To all who wish to condescend Donny Pauling in any way,
    Do remember, all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23), that means all of us, not just Donny.

    God Himself knows Donny would of got rid of those sites if he still had them at the time he surrendered to Christ Jesus.
    However, that wasn’t the case.

    How many of us wish they could change what they have done in the past? I know I do!

    I know you all have done at least ONE thing wrong that you wish you could change, however; you can’t

  57. I too stopped being responsible for my Life and my Actions and gave myself up to GOD.

  58. I too stopped being responsible for my Life and my Actions and gave myself up to GOD.

  59. I just saw your video today where you were speaking to an audience about your previous life etc… I am 33 years old and was brought up in a Christian home. I curse the day I first saw porn… I was like 11 or 12 years old with some friends of mine… Porn has many faces, ie Hollywood movies that are sex charged to commercials, swim suit magazines, I mean it's everywhere!! I wonder why us men think about sex so much… I am born again and I know Jesus loves me and cares for me and my family… Each day is a battle and only through Christ can we win… I have added your site to my favorites and I pray God continues to bless your ministry!!! Praying for you man; thank you for your honest words…LC

  60. Thank you for doing what you do….and being willing to take the heat you get even from other Believers.

  61. Why did you sell them and make money from something you know can become addictive and surely isn’t in “God’s Law” for peace and love?

    • Catherine,

      Please re-read the above text and pay particular interest to the time frame as to when the sites were sold.

      • Donny J, come on, please. You have NO excuse for anyone except that you and our Lord were estraged at the time. Period. Apologize profusely, pray and pray ’til you are blue in the face. That, my friend and dear nephew, is a good start. Period. You have a looooonnngggggg way TO GO TO REDEEM THYSELF.

        • Actually Donny doesn’t have to go anywhere or any further to be redeemed. He can’t redeem himself, that’s what Christ did on the cross for each of us. The only prayer he needed to pray is the one where he told God that he believed that Christ is his savior. So sad that so many Christians don’t understand grace and mercy.

          Thanks for telling the world about Jesus Donny.

  62. Oh my Lord in Heaven above!!!!!! I cannot believe what I am reading and what I have heard! Donny J, what the heck happened ?????? Satan got a hold of you and would NOT let go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Lord was no where near you at this time in your life!! Was it greed???? Was it human impulse? No prayer involved???
    At this time in my life I am so hurt and so disillusioned. I don’t know who to believe or trust. I love ALL you kids and nephews so much, and never had any idea that any of you were ever even missing me, let alone looking for me. When I talk to Daniel, as I do as often as I can, I am so amazed at how smart he is, what a huge heart he has, and how much he loves his children. He truly is trying so hard to be clean and sober. He helps your Mom out so much and he really loves her and is so protective of her. His birthday is coming up on the 31st, and I so want to be able to be there to make him a prime rib roast dinner, complete with mashed garlic potatoes, salad and crescent rolls fresh and warm out of the oven! Dessert would be a pumpkin cheesecake, which would melt your socks off! All his family and cousins would be there to enjoy the bountiful feast that I soooooooooooo love to prepare!!!!!!!!!!!!
    However, in light of the fact that I hardly ever hear from any of you and have to work here 24/7, it breaks my heart to pieces to be stuck here at the Inn and not be able to get away for just a couple of days!! Daniel needs a birthday party with his relatives there with him indulging in a hearty feast!!!!!!!!! That would be so much fun, and mean sooooooooo much to him!!! I never , ever knew he was looking for me or ever even missed me. That was such a surprise to hear, indeed!!! I would have completely been there for him, fer sure!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Donny J, I would really like to know what happened with you back in the day. I feel a bit queasy, so maybe I don’t want to hear all about those days. I just wish I could hear from you a bit more often, so I don’t lose faith. You once said I was doing so much GOOD up there, but have NOT heard a word from you since. I am so confused and afraid I will lose all you precious kids again, so I’m a bit paranoid, to say the least!!!
    Why in the heck did you ever get off track with our Lord, Jesus Christ?”??!!! How did you rediscover the Lord and all his blessings and goodness???!!! Thank God that you did!!! I love you much, XXXOOO
    Do I have to give up all you precious kids again???!!!

  63. Even God cannot change the past. When it comes to digital content and old business associations it is true these things linger for far longer than we’d like, especially since there is a financial incentive for people to keep your name in the game. I am sorry, I deal with this issue too. God knows your heart and that is what counts the most.  

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